I Choose To Live

2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: Of course! I love it there!

2005-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Yessm; my sleep schedule is way fucked up, so I've been going there while it's still dark, and lying on the bench in the little tree'd in cove. ^.^

2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: I love going there at night... I do it all the time! Not recently, though.. not in about a month...

2005-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: ...How uncool of you. Heh, it will be incredibly creepy if I meet you there.

2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: "Oh, yes. But how would you know its me? You don't go to drum circle, do you?? I don't, but I know lots o' ppl who do.

2005-04-14 [Panda-monium]: hmmm, interesting, that would be creepy. :P

2005-04-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yesh, it would be... And it would be.... well, yes, creepy.... ^^;;

2005-04-17 [Lethargic Panda]: I do not. Sigh. Drum Circle is...a pain. o.o I've been going to the park more lately. Last night I lain on a bench in the middle of the cold, dank rose gardens for four hours...from eight to twelve, listening to music and thinking as the clouds illuminated the sky. ... And...today, I just got back from two hours there with Bess. ^.^ I rock.

2005-04-18 [BarleySinger]: sounds a lot better than how I spend my time. If I was a horse I would be "put down" out of kindness. I love my family, and I know that it is their need for me to exist, that keeps me from giving into pain and taking all my pain meds at once and slipping away into a nice warm endless sleep with no more pain, no more obligtions when in pain. I wish there were someone else to care for my family, so that I could die - because this is no way to live. Pain and more pain, and endless painful work to do so that people get food, clothing, etc. This is not a life...it is a "holding pattern" and I am too tired to "circle" anymore. 

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Alright.

2005-04-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hmm...

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah. How's Pearly?

2005-04-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Pearly Is addicted... To Achaea.... O.o....

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Uh ohs?

2005-04-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hehehee... Lots o' fun!!!

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I sees. *poke* Fun then. o.o No park this night. v.v

2005-04-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Awa! Why nots???

2005-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Business. Sigh.

2005-04-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Buisness???

2005-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: ...no, business.

2005-04-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: Wha-??????

2005-04-21 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I hate this time of year, it's become warm and sunny, and Manito, my sanctuary, is now filled with those whom I so despise. -.- How's Pearly?

2005-04-21 [Panda-monium]: heylo you guys, just popped in real quick. gtg

2005-04-21 [Lethargic Panda]: ...*poke* Hello, Moni. o.O Where's ya gone?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: I went to class. :P I was at school.

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Me meant in the previous days. >.>

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: lmao oh...just been doing a lot of homework, which I should be doing today as well. o.O

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...I have to do that too...but I don't.

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: hehe...

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* How's Moni? What's new?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: Nothing really and I am living, missing my girlfriend but living.

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. *pats* Anything me can do to make you...jubilant?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: Nah, not really

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Are you...suuuuuuure?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: Yeah...unless you have the power to make Breckenridge Texas the next town over.

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: While I do, if I were to, that would be considered abusing them. >.>

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: *laighs* Yeah yeah yeah. I know...

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* What's in Texas?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: The most amazing girl on the planet. ^_^

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...No exaggeration?

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: hehe, not to me, though I haven't met everyone on the planet, but if I take an average from those I have met, I can assume she is pretty damn close to the most amazing person on the planet. *nods*

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. o.o Well, perhaps...we should keep her in a jar, for safety purposes.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *shakes head* WE don't keep her anywhere, she is mine. ^_^ and besides, I would never cage her up, she is a free spirit and independent, I wouldn't want to dim the fire in those eyes for anything...

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *puts her in a jar and carries her away maniacally* >:D

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *tackles and grabs jar opening it quickly to let her out*

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: I already left. >.>

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: Nonsense, I whopped you over the head! I would have travelled to Mars and back to get her back, there is no place that far. :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *is gone* :P

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: hehe. Well I think I am off soon, which probably means give me another half an hour. :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I see. o.O So...what...is new...?

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: nothing, yerself? see told ye

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Erm...nothing I care to get into.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: alrighty, *nods* I can respect that

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Can you? *leer*

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *thwacks him for leering* Yessum I can.

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...No thwacking. x.o *points and laughs as you're arrested by the coppers*

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *laughs as well*

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...You're so dark.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: A little. :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Don't be so modest!

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: heh heh, me modest? :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I want to mangle.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: Mangle?

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes. o.o

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: hmm...I sees

2005-04-24 [Moonlit Serenade]: ooooh....

2005-04-24 [Panda-monium]: mhm

2005-04-24 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pets* How are the two of you???

2005-04-24 [Panda-monium]: alrighty, thanks, yerself?

2005-04-24 [Lethargic Panda]: *mangles things* >.<

2005-04-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm... peachy.... -hides so as not to be mangled- What is wrong, Lethargic??

2005-04-27 [Lethargic Panda]: He wants to mangle things? Nothing is wrong...that concerns ye.

2005-04-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: -pets lethargic- Pearly thinks your spiffy?

2005-04-27 [Lethargic Panda]: I knows, I knows..

2005-04-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: -giggle- -prance- I want icecream!! Sunt o clatita! Va rog mancati-ma!

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Um...?

2005-04-30 [Panda-monium]: couldn't tell you...

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* What's Moni done today?

2005-04-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: It means, "I am a pancake! Please eat me!" in Romanian! :)

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Um, that is...very nice. *pats* So, how's Pearl?

2005-04-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Pearl is good. She is learning Romanian /and/ Japanese, she is!

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. What...spawned those choices?

2005-04-30 [Panda-monium]: Yeah? I have a Romanian friend, she is awesome. :P

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Aha. So...you want to learn her secrets?

2005-04-30 [Panda-monium]: Me? o.O

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Are you her Romanian friend?

2005-05-01 [Panda-monium]: Moi? No, I HAVE a romanian friend. [rinaweeena] She is awesome.

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: I see; how special of you. Do you...know Romanian?

2005-05-01 [Panda-monium]: Not really, I know a few choice phrases and words

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Like what?

2005-05-01 [Panda-monium]: Dute La Naibe-Go to hell.

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Always a good one. x.o

2005-05-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: I learned Monkey on steroids...

2005-05-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Another useful phrase. x.x

2005-05-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: It is....

2005-05-06 [Lethargic Panda]: How's you?

2005-05-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Sleeeeeepy. Not much sleep lately.... No time! Like eating... or breathing... Psh-pash..

2005-05-06 [Lethargic Panda]: All of that stuff is overrated.

2005-05-07 [Panda-monium]: hmm

2005-05-07 [Lethargic Panda]: And how's Moni?

2005-05-10 [Panda-monium]: I am alright, living, had someone else close to me die Friday morning, so dealing with that. But alright, yerself?

2005-05-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Death is annoying. I'm...alright, as well, I suppose. Eh, life isn't all too pleasant either, but eh.

2005-05-12 [Panda-monium]: I understand

2005-05-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Do you really?

2005-05-13 [Panda-monium]: I understand what it's like for life to be horrible, but you try to shrug it off. Yes, I do it every single day of my life, why?

2005-05-13 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Just curious. So...Moni isn't feeling much better then, I'm guessing?

2005-05-13 [Panda-monium]: Worse actually, much much worse, but I try to hide it as best as I can.

2005-05-13 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Care to talk about it?

2005-06-06 [I am here to help]: hello

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: ok well here i go a wiki is now up and the link is at my home page

2005-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Hello.

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: hey

2005-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Good to know.

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: what?...ohhh yea it is orginally my friends in ep but i moved it here as well so everyone can get help and what not

2005-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: That's nice? x.x

2005-06-07 [Panda-monium]: hmmm

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Interesting, yes? >.>

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: I guess

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Something wrong?

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: eh

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I see. x.x

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: yeah...

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: what?

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: meh

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: im lost

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: meh

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: umm???^_^;

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: eh

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: whats going on?

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: um...I'd tell ye if i knew, but I don't...and I don't feel like conversing

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: mmmmk

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: k

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o

2005-07-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hello, all... Has the world forgotten lil ol' me?

2005-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: I visited your house just the other day. o.o Where's Pearly been?

2005-07-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: Pearly has been.. Well, in Pearly land. -nod- You should go there sometime. Real weird. Lots of Ashden. We like Ashden. -titter-

2005-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Interesting. How is it there, this time of year?

2005-08-21 [Ryvre]: .......

2005-08-21 [Panda-monium]: *laughs* Hey y'all

2005-08-21 [Lethargic Panda]: Howdy Moni. o.o

2005-08-21 [Panda-monium]: how goes it?

2005-08-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: hallooo....

2005-08-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Howdly Pearly. And...meh. Yourselves?

2005-08-22 [Panda-monium]: alright for me

2005-08-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Anything new?

2005-08-22 [Panda-monium]: Not really, nope

2005-08-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Is that good...or bad?

2005-08-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: yay! I gotta a howdly...

2005-08-23 [Panda-monium]: both

2005-08-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: both??

2005-08-23 [Lethargic Panda]: <.< The l makes it cooler.

2005-08-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: .... Wha??

2005-08-24 [Lethargic Panda]: ...o.O *explained*

2005-08-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: What??? I'm confuuuused!!

2005-08-25 [Lethargic Panda]: Nothing new there. >.>

2005-08-25 [Panda-monium]: aren't you being nice

2005-08-25 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Bah, I'm cold and cruel. :) 'sides, it's true, our dear Pearly is constantly confused.

2005-08-26 [Moonlit Serenade]: yeah. It's always over my head... Must be because I'm so frickin' short... damnit...

2005-08-26 [Lethargic Panda]: How tall is she?

2005-08-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: 5'1.5"... ;-; -weep-

2005-08-31 [Lethargic Panda]: You're not too freakishly small. >.>

2005-09-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: wheeee... But I'm still small... tiny... leetle. Travel sized!!

2005-09-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Fun-sized? :P

2005-11-21 [Saint Dragon]: hmm *makeS another tomb stone* "rip 2005-09-03

2005-11-21 [Saint Dragon]: hmm *makeS another tomb stone* "rip 2005-09-03"

2005-11-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: nuu, not fun-sized. /travel/-sized, silly.

2005-12-06 [*Its All About You*]: Awww thats song from APC<3 i just love them^.*

2005-12-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Who's APC?? -curious-

2005-12-07 [*Its All About You*]: Gravity=D And Tree Libras++++*^^* Weeesome =^^=

2005-12-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: Whee. I dun think I've heard of any o' that... ^^;; I'm such a weenie...

2005-12-08 [*Its All About You*]: Awww=D U should lisen 2 Tree Libras=D Its the best song ever 4 them=D hihi^.*

2005-12-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: I hunt it down and find it, methinks. ^o^

2005-12-08 [*Its All About You*]: Awww bless u=D Think u would like that song=D

2006-01-05 [Dreamseller]: :D I CHOOSE TO LIVE!!! :P

2006-01-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Make sure to choose cheese, too.

2006-01-06 [*Its All About You*]: ;D

2006-01-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, I thought it was good advice....

2006-01-06 [*Its All About You*]: Its a really good advice XD Im with u!!I choose to live=D

2006-01-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: -holds up banners and throws confetti- WOOOT! Then we shall live together for however long we live in cheesy goodness and with... no... buggy... orange juice... I am recovering from illness. Forgive my loss of... train... of thought...? Yeah... Or something. -throws more confetti- WOOOOOHOOOO!!!

2006-01-07 [Dreamseller]: *fakes a chocking* Must....eat....pudding......

2006-01-07 [*Its All About You*]: Have to eat!!!!!*pizza*;D

2006-01-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: pudding... sounds undeniably good right now.

2006-01-07 [*Its All About You*]: Yeah pudding=D*weeee we i got some here,gives to everyone*=D

2006-01-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: How kind and loving of you. ^_^

2006-01-08 [*Its All About You*]: AwwwwwXD me like to give away things,and make other happyXD*giggels* Thats what friends are 4=D

2006-01-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: Self-sacrificing! Good in some cases. Just make sure you don't jump of a cliff for some remote tribal ritual. ;)

2006-01-09 [*Its All About You*]: ;) Dont worry,I wound,cus i choose to live life=D Hope u people will to^^?

2006-01-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, right. Good point!! ^^

2006-01-09 [*Its All About You*]: ^.* hihiXD So how are u today^^?

2006-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: Decent, I suppose. My Ashden is finally back, so I can talk to him again, which pleases me.

2006-01-10 [*Its All About You*]: Awww thats nice^^ And whos Ashden?*giggels*

2006-01-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ashden is my Romanian sweetheart. [Ashden]. He's so sweet it could rot your teeth, and I love him uber lots. But meh. How are you?

2006-01-11 [*Its All About You*]: Awwww how cute^.* WOO HOO RomanianXD*giggels* Im great thank u<3 WOO HOO!!!!

2006-01-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: hehehe. Yes, Romanian. That makes everything better. ;) It's good your great. That makes me want to dance?

2006-01-12 [*Its All About You*]: WOO HOO! Omg,did u just ask me to dance^^? WOO HOO! Lets get the groove on;) *Takes yr hands and danse with u*^.* WeeeXD

2006-01-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: -laugh- Whee!! Embrace the dancin'!! -gets down and wiggles them cheeks furiously-

2006-01-13 [*Its All About You*]: WOO HOO! *dances around u*=D giggels^.*

2006-08-23 [*(.Randi.)*]: YAY pudding!!

2006-08-25 [Incontinence Happens]: *serenades the wiki*

2006-08-25 [*(.Randi.)*]: *salutes*